Hello, I am a system. Now, is there anything around birthday program in? I’m not sure what it’s called but for as long as I remember, the week before my birthday is so incredibly hard that I have severe dissociative amnesia. I am clinically diagnosed as well, but even specialists have very little information on what my issue is with my birthday. It’s the one thing that seems to be unresolved in up in the air. Thank you for your help xx 💐